
tomorrow
now today
sleep did not come
last night
too many yearnings
too many plans
he did not sleep either
i heard him
anger
then weeping
then sorrow
a calm
moonlit night
i yearned to come to him
but knew
i must wait
or he would only suffer more
now
the sun is rising
dawn of a new day
a new chance at love
he is resting
anticipation high
dive gear on
i slip in
of course he notices
but today
he lets me lead
i follow his contours
caress them
in awe
light reflecting
shimmering
apparelled in living
breathing
beauty
i stop
eyes closed
listen again
to his heart
beat
wait
feel his body
as he slips beside me
guides me
our breathing synchronizes again
but my heart
races
today
i can stay
can linger
can breathe
he takes me in
cradles me in his arms
rocks me
back and forth
caresses me
loves me
pulls me closer
i feel myself
slipping into his depths
his world
my world
drinking deeply of his presence
breathing in his love
floating
weightless
no one
but us
one
no limits
no borders
no lies
but one
or two
i cant stay
and it is not love
he is my addiction
just as i am his
i will stay by his borders
and visit
because he has drawn me here
and because
i need him
as much
as he needs me
in chains together
feeling free
yet forever imprisoned
by wanting something
we cannot have
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